If I were older I could tell you
If I were younger I wouldn’t need you
If I hadn’t had clung to you
If I had pushed you away
Would you still be here
Or would I stay
If I were you
If you were me
Would you want me to ignore you
The way you do me?
Or would we share memories of past
Would […]
They say we cant be friends
but they dont know
a friendship like ours will never end.
they say its over
but they dont know
i will find that four leafe clover.
they say i will never see your beauty again
but they dont know
all i have to do is close my eyes and pretend.
I never meant to hurt you,
I never meant to lie,
If only you gave me a clue,
If only you didn’t say goodbye.
I tried to fix it, I really did,
I tried to tell the truth,
Can’t blame me,I’m just a kid,
Can’t blame me,at such a youth.
I really hoped, I hoped even more,
I almost had it,I almost had it,
You […]
Everyday is more ordinary than the last
And I wear a stoic mask
Hiding behind indifference
Hoping to keep away the pain
Of a vicious cycle
Repeating the disappointment
Repeating the anguish
Repeating itself in the name of “love”
But deep down
In a hidden clove of my soul
I pray to find my one
The one that makes me whole
No longer will I wear that […]
Because You Can
by the Phoenix with the Broken Wings
Like a gun,
Use me,
To kill and steal,
And do your dirty work,
Use my ears to hear you yell,
Shut my mouth,
Fall to hell,
Fuck me
Kill my mind,
Lecture my ways,
Mould me into a flawless being,
Shape me into what you want,
Create my persona,
Make me perfect,
Pull my strings,
Control my moves,
Use me,
Control me,
Kill me,
Relive […]
A Victim’s Prayer
by the Phoenix with the broken wings
Your gaze hold me down like chains,
Bitter and twisted,
eating me up,
Fear and pain coursing through my veins.
Tear at my skin,
Rip my innocence,
take me it all away.
Get me off in this hell.
Get me out of this nightmare,
It’s been so long
Since I could speak,
since I could talk
Without you covering […]
Blood Red Rose
by the phoenix with the broken wings
I look into your eyes and see
A blood rose looking back at me
I try and try to look away
But you have caught me so I stay
I’ve never seen eyes quite like yours
Down to your soul, your eyes are doors
So now I see, your soul is red
I come […]
The Birds begun at Four o’clock –
Their period for Dawn –
A Music numerous as space –
But neighboring as Noon –
I could not count their Force –
Their Voices did expend
As Brook by Brook bestows itself
To multiply the Pond.
Their Witnesses were not –
Except occasional man –
In homely industry arrayed –
To overtake the Morn –
Nor was it for […]
Breaking Time
by the phoenix with the broken wings
Time can’t erase the memories that I’ve faced.
Time can’t erase the hurts I’ve had to embrace.
Time can’t erase those that I hate.
Time can’t do anything but make a mistake.
Don’t preach to me with words of kind wisdom,
I’m not worth your time.
Don’t say that I have some people that […]
I once made an oath
by the phoenix with the broken wings
I once made an oath…
…a promise to myself…
…that I would…
…never…
…cry again.
But lately…
…that’s all I do…
…and I don’t know why.
Is the lonlinesss…
…that I ‘ve held back before…
…finally come…
…to take over my heart?
Has it come…
…to force me to leave…
…and spend eternity…
…all alone?
Maybe…
…I’ve wanted to cry…
…and never shown […]